Whywhywhy must everything be so hard?!?!

Q: Why do we work hard for our damn future??

ANS: Cause we want to succeed

AND APPARENTLY, MOST OF US CAN'T DO THAT CAUSE OUR MARKS SUCK.

AND BECAUSE OUR MARK SUCK,

WE CAN'T CHOOSE A BETTER COMBI,

AND THEREFORE, WE fail in life...

and so why is life so crowded with troubles and tragedy. (sigh*) i don't know either..

My marks are tragedies.

I have nothing to say about it.

but compare this if you like.

I'm doing this for my own sake.

I'm posting this cause I like it.

My marks, yes i know, are in no priority to compare with yours.

AND im not comparing.

I just felt like posting it.

I'm thinking of being really shameful here and i don't feel a bit diulian of showing my marks.!!

HERE GOES:

Eng comprehension: 23/50

Eng Argumentative essay: 18/30

Eng formal letter: 18/30

Chinese compo: 43.5/70

Chinese situational writing: 12.5/20

Chinese oral: 34/40

Chinese Listening Compre: 7/10

Chinese total: 70/100

Math paper 1: 33/50

Math paper 2: 35/50

Math total: 68/100

Physics Paper: 70/100 (after adding 3 marks*)

Biology Paper: 62/100

English Lit (1): 13/25

English Lit (2): 17/25

English Lit (3): 19/25

English Lit total: 65/100

Geography Paper: 33/50 :: 66/100(after adding 3 marks* without mutiplying by 2**)

History Paper: 26/44 :: 59/100

and that's it, my horrendous marks.

haix. But one positive thing is that at least i know i studied, did my best and for sure,

I didn't want this, but i improved.

Im somewhat average and slightly above average for some sub if im not wrong but i hope so!!

(sigh*) ._,

and i cried.

For geography.

I really cried.

I tried to stop the tears from threading down

but i see now that's impossible.

Once you blink it comes all down.

I don't want to cry but seeing these marks make me tremble.

Girl~ don't cry.

I'm fussing over subject combi now.

No more choices for me. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?!

zzz. sleep. haha. I hope everything will change when i wake up.

If only that could happen :P

My marks are mine. don't compare thankyut.

MOST OF ALL::

Mummy,

I know you don't view my blog.

That's why im posting this:

I really tried my hardest and i did my hardest.

I really put in effort.

I didn't study last minute.

I started about 5 and more weeks ago and I've been stuying hard and mugging throughout.

My english still failed however overall i still passed.

I know my marks are important and at least i tried my hardest.

and put in my utmost effort although i know i still can do better if i did start more earlier.

I'm really disappointed with my marks.

So please, If i could wish upon a star,

pleasepleaseplease stop comparing me and my friends.

We are different and my friends might have higher standards than me.

Please stop comparing.

I will not be the last in class this time.

I promise.