See... I don't know what's gotten into me

but i seem to have serious mood swings?!

i've been seriously sad in the morning,

then really enthu in the afternoon,

real sad and fedup with myself for no reason in late afternoon

n i got so happy at cdc for no reason again:(

I'm getting real mad at myself, seriously hoping for a wall

to knock at.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

I think im gonna go crazy at any moment like that.

I'm damned stressed out, worned out.

all i wish to have now is a soft, cosy bed,

and fall unto it and go into deep sleep and

never wake up until a long long time

where i will get drowned into fantasys

where people never really have troubles

or neither do they have to face reality...

haix, but they poor thing me is stuck on this universe,

on this green and blue round thing

which provides life, and im STUCK on it!

with troubles and STRESS and troubles

and STRESS!

ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! nvm...

likai's acting as 武松 and i'm a pig, the youngest pig.

sigh... this life is a mess to me

just when do i get out of this?

HOLIDAYS are oso not HOLIDAYS.

i hafta study, wtf lor,

im definitely unhappy now. stupid mood swinging me:(